Sunday, December 6, 2009

Losing Focus

How very sad.

I embark on a whole new life, leave behind a twenty year career and go back to school for a brand new career... and all I can write about in this blog is LDB.

I am about to wrap up my first semester and get good grades and move forward in this entirely new life and all I can think about is the fact that I called him this week, left a message inviting him over for dinner, and haven't heard a word back.
I tried. Nothing more I can do.

But I HATE that it's making me feel so sad. I hate that I feel like crying.

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